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I live in mchenry il and I am a single mom of three and lost my job a year ago.I am going through a custody battle with my ex who is trying to take the kids from me.I am desperatley trying to do my best to provide for them and would like a stable home for a change. I have previously rented a townhome and was evicted with my children because i couldnt afford to live there anymore.I ewas paying 1500.00 a month. I had to go to the housing authority to seek help with first months rent and security deposit to get in where i currently live with my kids. I have recently lost more income due to change in child support and i am now facing the same thing. The complex wasnt willing to work with me with the rent even though I have been seeking outside help to pay this months rent. they keep trying to force me out of the apartment with no place to go. I am trying to seek outside help with funding to get a new place i can afford on the income i now receive.Please I am desperate and running out of time. If anyone can help i would be eternally grateful.

hearts that touch so many. As a parentless child, i fear them losing me. I know first hand what happens when parents make bad chioces, and what becomes of the child left behind. Creating a better life is my goal, i will do this taking baby steps, collage full time starts in days, and there is where i will pull them out from our life that sinks slow. While doing this, i will disquize our life, and shield them from the struggle. Put on my poker face, and pretend to know the answers. As i wrote this, i hope other see me fight for our life, you dont know details, we should not have to hear in words, the pain of the roads we travel, why dread on that, we have come so far,  and have been so blessed. Often i feel like the little girl, scared, and unknown what to do, but i keep moving and looking for the answers. 

I wrote this at the begining of collage. Im still here, and looking over this wanted to share with you. Things are still very hard, and at times feel its to hard, but i still have my home by a threed mostly, but with great pride....... jess

17 surguries and 38 units of blood that was my life hospital stays 3 to 4 times a month. I thought the hard part was leaving after my last broken bones my kids saw me attacked for the first time I knew what I had to do alone sick well very close to death I was 29 and addicted to pain medication I was a human punching bag a year and 5 months ago I thought my life couldn't possibly get any worse but we had food shrlter and my kids were healthy and safe! Cousling detox dr after docter was me trying to stay alive 54 days to get control of my self I was starved the dr said I was worse than a starving child in a third world every day the pain cramps worse than next I started to get better then I was getting my life back the first few months was ok 29 and a disiabled mother sever animia and heath issues two 3 amazing kids 11 and 9 my boys and baby girl is 7 this past year has been so hard sometimes I even think about going back sometimes I even feel like dying would be easier. But I'm all they got we have lost everyThing first r appartment flooded lost all of the kids furniture and everything of value fixed 2 months later while I was addmitted for a transfussion once again flooded this time total loss the my son 9 got sick in june 09 surgury on his brain iv antibotic hospital 3 hours from home 2 week stay and 8 weeks of home IV antibotics home nurse and trip to hospital 3 hours away and back everyother day all summer the oct came 09 another surgury the I was put in an infection attacked major organs I almost didn't make it I missed halloween then still living in a flooded water damaged appartment that now was growing black mold huge holes spiders bugs a snake and a bat all made it in mice as well thanksgiving came I broke my foot now I messed up looking for another surgury we lost everything. Then on trip to morgantown vehical brook down dealership said needed new engine my heart broke scared about docters appt 3 hours away plus mine how do I get to store anything towns 3 miles from here I can barely pay my bills I'm disabled always been involved in community and with my kids cub scout and girl scout leader football basketball baseball dance cheerleading my kids was involved in everything now no help no childsuport my son is sick on homebond my home is unsafe no vehical and now christmas is comming I know I cantget them anything I can barely afford medication that cost 100 week I don't know what I'm asking I have never needed help I spent everyholiday helping others now look where I'm at a stalker ex follows me non stop I hope and pray somehow r home will be safe and vehical work thanks for lisTing

I have been supporting my 3 children on a minimal income.  I am behind in my mortgage payment and in jeopardy of foreclosure.  I really could use assistance.  My oldest son's father is 1 year behind on my child support payments.  I am struggling due to lack of decent paying positions.

I AM A 27 YEAR OLD SINGLE MOM OF 3 KIDS...I ONLY RECEIVE SUPPORT FOR 1 AND THATS IFFY SOMETIMES....ANY HELP IS APPRECIATED.....IM BARELY MAKING IT ....MY UTILITIES WERE TURNED OFF RECENTLY..I GOT THEM BACK ON...FOR NOW.

PLEASE HELP..I DONT HAVE ANYONE ELSE